Super Star. =)

hmmmm....what can i blog about leh?... i also don't know.. haha just feel like posting something up but don't knwo what to post, cause it ahs been a long time i posted somethign here.. haha =)

lets see.. today school started again, and it is the end of the holidays. hahaha.. school went as usual, class was noise as usual and lazy as usual. hehehe :) some teachers didn't come, some did. and gave homework. Oh ya class test is coming man!! oh no!! so fast.. =( sienzzz.. hahah.

oh ya today ching yi wasn't feeling well. his stomach, then after that kena fever. =.=' haha but mine is jsut a stomach problem as usual. ahha always like that.. retarded stomach man.

oh ya, today saw her. gosh miss her lots man. haha. and i think she change her hair style, either she cut her hair, or just different style of tying up her hair. =) anyway, the point is that she changed her hair style . haha. =) ;)

so ya nothing much to blog. oh ya. i bought the sims2 man!! haha it is so fun!! and addictive man!! seriously!! haha. finally got this game, been craving for it for so long!! :) ;)  

Look My Sim! eehehe. =)

My House! hehe ;)

Inside the house. ;) hehe

With Me.

I Miss You!. hehehe =P so so much! =P although you don't miss me, but i do miss you alot during this week of holiday! hehehe =P

OK haven't been feeling well recently, can't have a good sleep, and having headaches most of the time! =P haih..sucks man! oh well, but at least 1 thing is good. she's feeling okay, and no health problems or any problems so far!! hehehe thats great!! =) hmmm...just hope she'll be alright this holiday. and hope she rest well and take care good. hehehe. =)

I Love You,

I Miss You,

I Care Lots for You,

I'll always be there for You,

I'm just right there beside You,

And I want You to know that,

I'll always Love You.

From right the bottom of my heart, baby.

hahahah.. so bored sometimes, wondering what can i do. hahaha. oh ya just cut my hair too. what else did i do ar... hmmm..lets see i did sms her, but then i guess she is busy now. she wouldn't have much time for me anyway, haha so nvm. we also got not much to talk about i guess. haha but even if there isn't anything to say or talk about, it is just nice to receive msgs form her and send msgs to her too. hehehe. =) just quietly loving her alot and missing her lots too. hehehe =P

<3>J, I Love You! =)

Ready To Fly!! =P

wait lets see what i have been doing when the school holiday started.. hmmm... friday was the school carnival thing and the patriotic run! hehe =P CONGRATULATIONS J!! =) she got 8th! hehehe don't be sad or whatever. at least you got something and you did your best!! =) ehhehe.

ok anyway, the carnival started after the run at about 11.45 a.m. and ended at 5.

my class stall was selling nuggets, fish balls, floats, root beer, and ice cream! apparently fish balls was mush the favourite of many people there. everyone were craving for the nuggets. heheh our nuggets taste very delicious!! just like mc Donald's nuggets. the others were selling ok. our stall closed when we sold all our nuggets. then we just clean up and waited to head home. hehehe. while some others continue trying to sell all their food and drinks. which they couldn't sell at all. =P noobs.. anyway after the carnival went to ee ren hse to sleep over for 3 days. hehe pplayed tennis and xbox, had fun man, =P

anyway i'm also lazy to write and blog la, ahah don't know what to say. oh ya. happy holidays all!! =) hehe have a great 1 week holiday!! =P

haih, 1 week holiday. =P going to miss you, you and YOU!!

11 august

hey everyone, i know you wouldn't like to hear me blog about my past. but this is worth it.

cause at this time of the year, 2 years ago. it was 1 of my happiest day man!

but anyway, it might not be so happy as it was 2 years ago. but still it was the greatest man. don't know whether she appreciated, but i did anyway. hehehe =P

and it was the nicest experience i have so far in life. hehe =)

i loved this day that time, and still loving it. haha =P but i'm also still loving the person la. haha =P

i remembered what happened on this date on that year man.. haha it was really a sudden thing happened. hehe but a good kind of sudden. hehe. didn't forget about it and i dont htink i will ever want to. hahaha =P.

anyway, just blogging to say today is my day. and i am going to live this whole day to the max. not going to sleep. until this day goes by.hehehehe =)

P.S. To the person who made my day this way, hahaha i still love you lots!! =) no matter what. ehehe. =) i miss your hugs man.!! hehe =) just so miss it. and your beautiful sparkly eyes when i look into it. hehehe. =P

ok la thats all i guess. :P ;P =P

I Still....

hahaha... i'm so full now, blogging man.

ok lets see..today was a very long day man, i didn't reach home and wasn't able to use the com until now. hahaha. 1st woke up in the morning to school, but today wasn't feeling so good when i went to school. ok so anyway, after school went straight to the golf course and played 18 holes, was a bit hot in the afternoon, then it wasn't sunny already, the sunshine went away and the wind and clouds came in. so nice. hahaha..but not nice for me when i hit the ball la. the ball will be fading here and there, cause of the wind. overall it was a very tiring game, my legs are so like tired. at the last few holes, i was barely holding on man. but then i forced myself. hahaha. have to lose those weights man, so fat. haha =P ok. so after the golf, it ended at about 6. had to quickly go back home, cause later on i had tuition man. but it took like 1 hour to get home, was so freaking jam!! and i was so tired in the car. celaka cars, jam up the whole way home, carpool la. aler.

so anyway, got back about 7. quickly go shower on the com, check mail for a while, then dinner. after that was kinda late for tuition. rushed again lo. and it was jam too. aiyo. headache lo. hahaha =P then reached at tution about 8.10 man!! ahaha. was late obviously.

then tuition ends at 10, got back home, rest on the bed for like 5 minutes or so, and then dad asked us to go out fro supper, so went out lo, and ate, wah liu, the food ar...eat until iw as so so so so full!! and thats how i am filling now man!! so freaking full!!!! =P

so ya after supper and now back home. home sweet home. hahaha =P such a tiring day. was out for so long. =P hahaha.

I still and am here,

will work hard, get that job,

and work my way to give you a family,

if i can.

feeling from a distance,

don't know how,

don't know why,

but just a feeling that is somewhere,

in there.<3

If only

hmmm...there is nothing much i can say. i just feel like blogging my heart out. been keeping it inside so long. and i just can't tahan and just thought of blogging about it.

You are always on my mind,

and i can't get you out,

i've never loved you less from the day you left,

there's nothing that could make me love you less,

why is that?

Though you love him, but i don't care.

you love him so much,

thats okay, it doesn't matter,

cause you are happy,

and thats all i want is for you to be happy,

i will and always just love you.

and just hope that you know that,

would want you to know that.

but haih i just can't say it out to you.

Joanna oh joanna,

so beautiful and adorable,

killing me with a  smile so great! =)

so sweet that even the bees love her more than honey man! hehe =)

and oh ya, don't forget this man,

she is very very very very nice caring lovable and just so wonderful!

whoever that guy is there to have won her heart!!..

you are 1 VERY VERY VERY LUCKY GUY!!

don't lose her, she is the best!!

ok la thats all. she is now very busy i know, with her cousin's wedding. and i just hope she does take care and try to get some sleep and rest. in this blog i would love to tell everyone how great and wonderful she is!!! and i won't be able to see her for so long. =( haih today she went back early and tomorrow she isn't going to school, during the weekend saturday and sunday also won't be able to see her. haih i really miss her. but nvm la, i'll just try as hard as i can to last the days, but i know she would really miss her guy alot too! and i think the guy misses her lots more too. but hey thats ok. i still miss her alot and love her lots too.. <3>

I LOVE YOU!

MISS YOU LOTS!

Half Life

No matter how it would hurt or whatever, all i want is you to be happy always. and finally you met a new guy, your new and only baby now!! hehehe.. you should enjoy it to the max!! i really hope you guys would go far and you 2 would have the best times of your life.

and do take care of her, whoever the guy may be. i shall just be down the sidelines looking at you having the time of your life! and i'll always be there for you, if you really need la. but i doubt you do, after all you got your new sweet and charming darling baby. hehehe.

It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing, my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
when i figure it out

but I don't mind a few mysteries
they can stay that way it's fine by me
and you are another mystery i am missing.

It takes so much out of me to pretend

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

Lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

No matter how, no matter what. there's always a place for you in my open heart. =)

P.S. really hope he will make you happy and dont break your heart. hope both of you will be together soon and living a happy ending of this lovingness time.

Not feeling well,sick. taking some medicines.

don't need to see the doctors. just simply take some medicines la. hehe. 

Super lonely. )=

haih, no matter whether i think a bit more positive or anything better, the results are stilll the same. haih. thought was being better but then still it feels equally the same as when i'm at the dark side of the world.

haih, where is everyone.. or at least someone now..

haih. its so lonely now. haih all i want is someone here. haih.. and see i end up talking to myself.. haih. not many people would know or understand why do i love her so much. but i really do. haih.. even myself i don't know why.\

anyway, having health problems for sure. going genting this weekend. haih.

aren't i suppose to be like excited or at least at a positive side of thinking.. that it would be fun or anything?. haih but i'm not. all i could think of was that time i went to genting. and i was missing joanna so much there. and huey wei called her on the phone for me that time and i could like hear her voice and wanted to talk to her...but was just missing her too much i cried.

and now i miss her even more and i cant even cry cause i'll be there with my whole family. haih so ya. whats wrong with me?.. haih..

and now i guess she likes or loves someone else. i knew she would find 1 soon. knew she would. she didn't believe me when i said so, but see i was eventually right. haih. anyway at least she is happy and enjoy it. so i'm ok and happy for her too. just want her to be happy.and this guy makes her happy then it would be nice and great. it will make her life great! like that day was talking to her about how her life could get great. i guess this is the one!!

Joanna, take care be careful and enjoy!!

please do!

don't get sick so easily, don't sleep so late, wear your specs while watch tv,

and don't worry joanna you are not fat, you will never be,

you must remember to eat too.

and also not too many panadols.

haih. and i don't know how long i am going to live. having some health problems, i think i would die young. but hey, thats ok.. was waiting for a moment like this. 

cause nothing else really matters without her, haih am i really that in love?.. haih..

arghhhhhhh!!! 

I 

Love

You!!!