There's gotta be somebody out there for me.

Oh how i wish life could be as simple as a movie.

as easy going as it all seem all in that wide screen tele.

and having many friends around, like the disney movies.

having that 1 or 2 special really special one in the life.

why can't life be like that?.

like a disney film.

where nothing is impossible and dreams can come true,

and most importantly, there are more happy moments than sad ones in those movies.

But too bad, life ain't that simple.

some people might have the best things they can have, where some others don't have,

where there are winners, there are always losers too.

where there are happy people, there are sad people,

where there are ang mo, there are terrorist. (hehe)

what i am trying put out is that, not everyone can be winners and not everyone can be losers in life.

i had never gone so deep in thought about life before, just recently when i have been looking around what i have,

then i realized i don't have many things compare to everyone else,

and thats what makes my life so lifeless at times.

for example, like now, blogging in the middle of night cause there is nothign to watch on tv and nothing else to do, noone to talk to. =P

this sucks, and i don't want to live my whole life like this, 

it totally reeks man...but i really dunno what to do.

I'm LOST.

Who am I? Where am I?

Things come and go,

everything comes to an end,

and there are times where i wonder,

is this the end?

They say memories stay forever,

and friendship never dies,

whatever we say or do,

will always HOPEFULLY be cherish by someone.

everybody wants to feel like someone cares,

Nobody wants to feel all alone.

No matter how sad i could be,

i would stand strong, hold on.

And DON'T fall.

hmmm...It's the start of the school holidays, not really looking forward to it much, will be bored at home, and won't be able to go to school and see friends. oh look. it's the end of the form 4 year for me. Man thats a really fast year. it just teleports its way to the end. I guess there are a few students would be leaving the school. It's always sad to see a friend leave. but hey, will still be friends. friendship is so important. haha =P you gotta have it to live it. hehehe.

so ya, inter-class games has finished, wasn't as fun as i thought and hope it would be, didn't get any gold back. only pplayed 1 finals. haihz. and i guess it's all my fault. fromt he football to the badminton and tennis..whatever. missing the penalty for the inter-class games. man bringing all the confidence playing football crashing down. Derrick's confidence level now SUPER LOW! and this is the last year of inter-class games i would have. and it was a bit disappointing 1. but hey, i'll try to get on with it soon. i hope. haih.. =P

2008! A year of so many happening things. not many good ones. but still at least there are some good ones i think. Mainly sad disappointing things. but still.. who cares la..whatever. haha =P ok it is kinda late already..couldn't really sleep so decided maybe to write something here. so ok. i'll go try to sleep now. till next time people. =P

Derrick misses being loved by someone special. =(

Where's the power?

Derrick misses that wonderful feeling!! =(

Wishing and hoping whether will 

he ever get it back!!

Derrick really misses a feeling like that in his life!

Gosh sounding desperate man..wtf!! =P hahaha....just too bored and got nothign else to post...so ya.. =P hahaha.